Chameleon

Good Morning, Dear.

Meva Nareza — Tue, 24 Jan 2012 21:41:56 +0000

I made a whole conversation in my head. The one I know I will never have.

For heaven’s sake it hurts the hell out of me, knowing that this is my fault, my naiveté. And honestly, I still don’t know what to do. I don’t have any action planned in my mind. Blunt and hopeless.

Now second chance sounds like unicorn.

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Eighteen

Meva Nareza — Thu, 19 Jan 2012 14:00:57 +0000

I’m eighteen.
And thankfully I am so grateful of all I have now. I’m happy for being who I am now, more than happy. Although the future is still abstract and blurry. I’m having my life now :)

Thank God, for every path You have chosen for me. I learned a lot. I did regret some things, but now I can see clearer. Those regrets should’ve been replaced by gratitude.

Thank you Ayah, Bunda, Kakak Meli, Kakak Nadia for the wonderful eighteen years. We’ve been through so much together, you make me who I am now and I love you all with my life :)

And for everyone that has came to my life, either for a reason, a season or maybe a lifetime. Each one of you have filled parts of my life book and make a great story out of it.

Thank you. Thank you so much.
See you next year, 19th of January :)

“We are chameleons, and our partialities and prejudices change place with an easy and blesses facility, and we are soon wonted to the change and happy in it.”

-MNT

Life is for Living

Meva Nareza — Wed, 11 Jan 2012 11:24:38 +0000

Now I never meant,
To do you wrong,
That’s what I came here to say.

But if I was wrong,
Then I’m sorry,
I don’t let it stand in our way.

As my head just aches,
When I think of,
The things that I shouldn’t have done.

But, life is for living,
We all know,
And I don’t wanna live it alone.

by Coldplay

-MNT

Wish

Meva Nareza — Tue, 10 Jan 2012 08:32:19 +0000

“Tetap minta sama Allah dapat UI, kasian bunda anak-anak jauh terus…” -Bunda.

Aku juga maunya gitu, Bun.. :’(

-MNT